Yeh, empat hari yang lalu kami baru saja memasuki tahun pertama pernikahan dan aku gak perlu menjelaskan bagaimana rasanya. Kurang lebih, gak terasa aja udah satu tahun, padahal rasanya kayak baru beberapa minggu yang lalu kami sah jadi pasangan suami-istri. Aku sendiri kadang lupa kalau kami sudah menikah — terlebih lagi, kadang aku masih gak percaya kalau kami menikahi satu sama lain (kii sering kuragukan sebagai halusinasiku).
It’s same old story, and I want to write everything down here (dan semoga aku berhasil menulisnya sampai tuntas di sini tanpa lompat2 atau melupakan sesuatu di tengah jalan).
Continue reading “Satu Tahun Empat Hari”
Note: So I use my brother’s blog to write about this because I feel the content of this post would be too personal for my blogs.
Continue reading “Dark Little Pit Called Depression”
As i was saying on twitter before, my brother is suffering from a very weird memory lost. He had selective amnesia which makes him forget about a certain event or a part of his life and it is caused by his depression and mild stress. But he got treatment for that and i can say that he’s getting better (i havent seen his selective amnesia for almost 2 years now since i consider these past 2 years as his most stressful years).
Continue reading “The Memory Lost”
Some day around mid 2016…
Kyle: *casually scrolling down his twitter timeline*
Me: *suddenly exclaimed* “HUH?!”
Kyle: *startled* “what? What?!”
Me: “what what, what?”
Kyle: “why did you exclaimed ‘huh’ just now?”
Me: “huh? What are you talking about?”
Kyle: “huh? You exclaimed. Just now. While i was scrolling down twitter”
Kyle: “why did you exclaimed?”
Me: “i dont understand. When did i exclaimed?”
Kyle: “just now! When i was on internet! You exclaimed ‘huh’!”
Me: “i seriously dont understand what youre talking about”
Kyle: “did you or did you not exclaimed ‘huh’ just now?”
Me: “i did”
Kyle: “why did you exclaimed? What did you see?”
Me: “i dont get you kyle”
Kyle: “this conversation is going nowhere…”
Kyle: *making silly faces*
Me: “why are you so ugly its like youre asking me to kill you”